BLAH...boring

Thats what my life is. i try to rack my brain for something to write about and i have absolutly no idea. haha.

hmmm what to talk about what to talk about. Had family day on monday, its a provincial stat. was nice to have an extra day off:). went to see Confessions of a shopaholic for vday, it was good but not as good as the books, are book movies eve as good as the books??? I wish they were cause i loved those books:- so needless to say i was a little disappointed

hmm what else what else. nothing really. hunter is off school this week. him and his nana have been spending some time together. She took h im to the museum yesterday, he enjoyed that there are dinosaurs and stuff in there.

Oh an update on that friend i was having issues with. I had to break the no talking when my friend was in labor because i had her memory card for her camera and i was at work and couldn't get it to her and she was the only one who doesn't work who could take it, well now she talks to me like nothing is wrong, everythin is al hunky dory. I do now realize what it was in the first place that made me feel not so fondly towards her. Oh well i will keep the peace, zip my lips and just let thins be. so we will see. lol

Well thats it. I will leave you with a picture

Introducing Carson Allan

My best friend finally had her baby. 5 days late but he came and he is perfect!!!! I am absolutly in love. i am so lucky to have such an awesome friend who lets me be such a huge part of there lives. I have a tiny big of jealousy as i wish it where me. but this wya i have th ebest of both worlds, can hold and cuddle and hand over the poop amd the crying and sleep at night. always look at the positive right:D.
I am on cloud nine though. there is nothing better then having a newborn curl up on your chest and do there little stretch and cuddle right in. there is absolutly no better feeling:)
I have a house full of sickies. took hunter to the doc he is on antibiotics. has a throat infection and ear infection, seems to be doing better though. al was home today with what i am guessing the flu. i so cannot get sick. i jsut can't:( i don't have time to be sick. so if i just keep telling myself that maybe it won't happen. LOTS OF HAND WASHING!!!
So its valentines day on sat, what r u doing? i love valentines day. i love being with someone whom i love. i just have no clue what to do. i THINK al is taking me to the shopaholic movie. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the books and am looking forward to the movie. but i would like to do something for al. thought about a picnic in th eliving room..but not sure. we will see how everyone is feeling. what are you doing for your S/O???

Wierd!

The bleeding has stopped, never got too heavy, never got to painful, just a dull constant cramp, very mild compared tot he one mid-late jan. I have been told it is either cysts growing, or cysts breaking. lets hope for the latter. i have a very hard time making myself go to the doctor, so i didn't go. i just plainout hate doctors:(.

i am at a loss with hunter. i cannot handle his whiney crying butt anymore.. and he is rude and mean. he comes to work with me in the mornings...before school. he is MEAN to the kids. Right now he is up in his room writing lines, one-I will behave at daycare two- I will not talk to parents at daycare and i will not throw temer tantrums anymore. we did lines to get him to stop chewing on his glasses and it seemed to work lets hope this works. This morning my second kid of the day arrived as they walked in hunter said argggg you can just go back home, i said waht did you say they can just leave he says. I was livid but i couldn't really do or say anything. and even if i give him crap at daycare he seriously throws a screaming crying fit for an hour and it looks bad, what parent wants to leave there children with someone who can't conrol her own child. He is mean to the other kids, trys to force them to play his way and if they don't he says mean things, he is rough. ugh i don't know what to do with him. he can go for awhile with being good but then it is llike night and day he is rotten rotten rotten. What do i do? we take things away, we ground him. he has now been crying for 40 minutes because he is grounded and probably can't spend the night at his nanas tomorrow because he doesn't deserve any rewards. Any suggestions?
so its kinda scarey al got his t4 today )thats his inome tax form from his job) and between the two of us we made a PILE of money...where the heck has it gone. i do have to leaase out my busniess and pay employees but still after taht we still make alot. i am at a loss from where it has gone. lol.
anyway. thats it for now. any insight you have on my huunter problem let me know

*WARNING* TMI but need opinions

I am a little worried and wondering if anyone could help me out. I would rather find some answer before going to a doc, becuase for many reasons i do not like or trust doctors or there opinions.
Some of you may remember that i have PCOS (cysts on my ovaries) i have been trying many years to get pregnant with no avail, been on drugs have had tests so on and o forth. I have anything but a regular cycle. My last period before dec 26th was april 7th. My doc for some reason didn't see a problem with it.
Anyway on dec 26th i got a period wasnt to bad, last bout 6 days, not too heavy or anything. Then on jan 16th i got another period and my goodness it ws something else. i was in incredble amounts of pain, it was VERY VERY heavy, lots of clots, and it lasted 9 days with 8 out of those nine days being incredibly heavy. On jan 25 th it ended finally. well today feb 2nd i am bleeding again. it is BRIGHT red. not like reg period blood, but i am cramping, and very uncomfortable. its not too heavy but you know its there.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME. i am worried that there is something horribly wrong? or is it my body trying to be regular. anyone have any idea? i am frustrated, scared, and don't have much faith iin my doctor and am scared to even look for another one.
thanks so much and sorry for the tmi